hello there world.
so i got to ite.
butit aint the course nor da school i want.
damn it.
bloodyfishballsthingythingthing.
oh wells.
ive accepted it anyways.
and appealed.
really hope imuh get it mann.
gawdd.!!
oh wells.
at joey's now.
usg her com.
stupid laptop.
rottin ta death at home.
whata waste of monayye imuh tellin yawl.
so whats been up my life..
well, zie's off ta school.
which sucks.
but good fer her.
STUDY SMART AYTE.
so lets see.
accopanied joey ta school.
good talkin ta yah double D.
never felt betta.
keep it in ayte.
layin low.
off ta meet dern then.
chilled.
boy, aint she shocked.
hahah!
sorry mah baby.
wasnt intentional.
haha.!
u asked fer updates.
so i gave it ta yuh.
straight dawg.
hhmm.
we should really do that often mann.
talkin seriously is the remedy.
tho it aint wit hu yuh wannt it ta b wit.
its good ta say it all out.
get it off yuh chest.
good huh.
but oh wells.
here's alil sum'in.
whats da point of being able ta see the world
when the one u wanna see aint part of it.
what d point of listenin
when the words u wanna hear aint being heard.
whats the point of puttin it at top volume
knowin the silence is loud enuff ta overcome it.
what d point of lookin,
searchin high n low
when u aint gonna see what u;ve been searching for.
whatd point of feelin it
when its all fake.
oh fuck it.
oh wells.
alone i shall
forever be.
for i know from now
love;s never meant ta b
not when it happens tab u n me.
familiar aint this dude.?
still keepin it in mine.
keepin things real.
doin things right.
even if it seems wrong.
oh well.
i read this somewhere.
somehting bout fakin it.
and forgettin whatever.
but deep inside u know
its disaster.
off ta tp now.
zie's goona kil me.
im dead.
bye alll.
